Hi Veronika, the ‘treasure hunt’ in discovering the ‘natural habitat’ of one’s ’wild beliefs’, so resonates with my experience of processing, and harnessing the gifts. And accepting the many mysteries of being may very well remain beyond our human understanding, enables a release, a ‘broadening of perspective’. Reading this has helped me make the links between befriending grief, which is an ongoing relationship, and the acceptance of my ‘wild and immature inner creature’. The work l am doing with ancestral patterns started this work, and your offer brings it into focus and affords another level of clarity. Thank you ☺️🙏. The ‘authenticity and compassion’, has resulted in me refuting mainstream and spiritual expectations to ‘bypass’ negative experiences. This has been an organic and natural part of the process of recovery - intuition more than decision. Knowing my soul is observer of my human experience has also helped in learning to nurture the all of me. Thanks again, so very appreciative to be here. The learning continues … 🙏😊💚
Wonderful! I so love hearing about your experiences and deeply felt responses to this map of the inner world. To see the Noctarine come alive in the resonance of my fellow travellers on the inner journey is both fascinating and a true blessing. It is like closing the circle, finally, after many years of grappling with the question, whether I should write about this, why would I want to share this with 'the outer world'? Why would anyone want to read what my Inner Genius comes up with....? (you probably know,.. the familiar inner blah of my immature inner creatures...)
Your words "Reading this has helped me make the links between befriending grief, ... and the acceptance of my ‘wild and immature inner creature’. ... and your offer brings it into focus and affords another level of clarity." are answers to my questions. Thank you, Simone, with an expanding heart 💗🙏 big smile and warm hug.
Just so very grateful to have met you on this journey Veronika. Yes, l totally get the ‘blah blah’🙂↕️, and the gift is the synchronicity of connecting with fellow travellers. The breadth of knowledge you bring through the connections you make works as guiding prompts, those that speak directly to one’s experience. Thanks again Veronika, l feel that expanded heart and hug, the energy return is shooting back across the globe. 🙏💜
Thank you Veronica for writing some of this just for me, lol. It’s wonderful to discover that I was born with the traits of an entire society or many societies perhaps.
Born to parents fanatically devoted to the dogma of their religion must have been my idea. It challenged me to continue to hold my own ideas and aspirations despite the difficulties of living in a society of people just like my parents. I knew I was opposed to religion and understood the significance of trusting myself, using my imagination as a means to escape my first matrix. I knew how I wanted my life to feel, smell, taste and feel. I pursued it intuitively and it took a very long time but it is exactly what I understood as a 4-5 year old. I made many mistakes but knew when to move on and keep trying. I had no opportunity to learn any way other than my parents, so how did I know? I was born knowing. We had no books, no radio, television, encyclopedias and I never went around anyone not of the same mindset. I went only to church and home. There was no other way for me to understand that inside me was wisdom and guidance, I only had to trust. I did and this life has been an extraordinary adventure with extreme of pain and joy. I lived long enough to find exactly what I once could only imagine.
Thank you so for sharing these glimpses into your life.
"I was born knowing." I love that. I think that is true for all children, but most of us forget most of what we were born with before we had the chance to remember, because the adults in our lives piled their opinions and convictions on top of our knowing.
You remembered!
"There was no other way for me to understand that inside me was wisdom and guidance, I only had to trust." What a great journey.
Thanks again Veronika! Many reads later I smile into a revelation. A deeper knowing.
My own writing still tends to live in the anthropocentric. To live in to the questions. A human being on a soul journey. At the same time a soul having a human experience.
Knowing one day I will become the answer to those questions I seek. Or shall I say the questions that seek me. I write to meet myself and others at the door inside to step into the symbiocene. What even is a self? I seem to have many.
When reading articles like this, I have your map of the noctarine handy as a guide. The web of consciousness. Languages, essences, powers, clans, spheres, tones, perspectives, and functions. Inspiration. The inner genius. Epiphanese. Syntropy. Entelechy. Daemonites. Potential reality. Metasentiment. Improvisation. Scanner.
Connecting all these things, and leaning into consciousness. Exploring while going through. Experience. Acknowing. Growing. A poem.
Wow. Thanks again for the resource. I’m chewing slow and savouring every bite. 🙏❤️
Thank you Jamie! we all still tend to live with one foot in the anthropocentric while stepping on the bridge to the Symbiocene. It's inevitable. It's our human journey.
Thank you for sketching out the Noctarine map of the Inner Genius! 😊 💕 the landscape we are exploring in and through this chapter.
As we lean into awareness, Consciousness is leaning into us. As you so patiently and consistently remind us, the questions we seek are seeking us. What is a question? Which questions are seeking me?
Your questions, thoughts, reflections always throw fresh and juicy poietic bites on my plate too 🧡 🙏 🍠 🥕
A rich piece worthy of more than one read, Veronika!
I love and appreciate how your writing stimulates deep-rooted knowing/not knowing.
After my first read-through I'm inspired to write this comment:
"This basic practice consists of keeping an open mind while giving undivided attention to the experience."
I call this Observer Mode.
As each day passes, I find myself growing more and more into a state of awareness as an 'Observer of Jacqueline', and away from the identity AS her; a bemused witness to the installed programs that run her personality, thoughts, and body, aka physical avatar. This new vantage-point naturally detaches me from living reactively and instead has embedded me in a constant state of curiosity, mutability, and fascination with the art of being alive. My seeking of wholeness first asked me to become less 'me' which then opened the gates that safeguarded the treasure of 'knowing myself' and ultimately led to the discovery of who I Am.
Also, just to share, it's my belief that it is the aether or the field that contains all ideas & gnosis, and is the source of inspiration, imagination, genius. It is our brain that operates as the antenna that allows us to tap into and channel such information- when we are in flow, attuned to the precise present now. When we are trapped inside a 'dis-eased' avatar, one that is afflicted with emotional, mental, or physical imbalances, we hinder our natural state of symbiotic mycelial connection with all eternal knowing. We are trapped inside time constructs. It is in clearing up our internal blockages that we can then reconnect with and feed ourselves from Source.
Thank you so very much for this valuable and insightful comment, Jacqueline 💗🙏
This is the preparation and purpose of our practice and understanding (as we gain wisdom from synchronous events one little 'affliction' at a time) to gain clarity by transforming our 'internal blockages' into fuel, which directly feeds that re-connection with Source. Observer Mode. Yes! very important to shed some light into inner dark places 🕯️
So essential, what you write about here. Thank you! I feel compelled to add a wrinkle...
Often the authenticity and acceptance required for releasing the potential in NSEs and wild beliefs includes an openness to one's own doubt and resistance, which may carry their own portal opportunities. This kind of work can be very complex (we are complex indeed) and yet, every moment in which we open ourselves to *whatever* is there nourishes and helps us return to that natural, symbiotic wisdom within ourselves. For myself, I find that nurturing a part of myself that carries a curiosity about "What else?" is key to supporting myself in turning towards those places which seem to be in the way of my practice, and welcoming them.
So true. Of course, inner work is very complex. Therefore, in our practice here, we take the approach of keeping a tight focus on one particular NSE (and the associated wild belief).
What you are picking up here (with the trained knowing nose of someone intimately familiar with comparable work) is exactly where we are heading on this trail ... watch this space...
“Wild beliefs within their natural habitat instantly become ‘self-empowering beliefs’ 🙏
GAH!!! I COULD QUOTE THIS ENTIRE CHAPTER! I feel like you’re drawing the 3D map of my last ten years, so beautifully and clearly detailed. A decade of expanding my experience of life to include the unresolvable play of opposites. Great doubt is such a good way to describe how the mind receives this new experience of wholeness, so badly wanting to cling to one pole or the other. The body/experiencing however knows how to hold both. Is this perhaps where the integration happens?
This is so exciting, that this description resonates with your experience, Kimberly. YES, our individual organism of Consciousness (as I call it, which includes Body and all other Faculties, who are all part of the experiencing) is set in a certain groove, which kind of feels 'normal, natural, habitual' even if uncomfortable. When we are able to hold a particular incident of NSE with compassion and acceptance, a profound shift can be initiated. I cannot say how exactly this happens, but I have experienced it hundreds, if not thousands of times in myself and others. Yes! This is where integration happens. It can be slow and gradual, or sudden and fast.
When people experience it for the first time, often they look at me in disbelief, using the words 'magic' or 'miracle'. It is a miraculous, magical process! But I don't want to 'sell it' as such, because it needs to be experienced without such expectations. In fact, any expectation needs to be taken out of the equation.
In the next couple of chapters I will take readers through a whole cycle of transforming an NSE and integrating it. xxx
Whew. I'm overwhelmed. 😅 How do we make space for wild beliefs? How will we recognize them? And how do we know when we've given in to too much attention to dark emotions or past events?
Oh Lani, what can I say? There is no one right answer to your questions. I can tell you how to recognise them (the unravelling continues in the next chapter or two), but whether you or anyone decides to make space for them... is not mine to determine.
I make space for my wild beliefs whenever they come up, always one at a time. I accompany this one wild belief through her process of 'growing up' ~ at which point she will no longer feel so dark and threatening, but almost 'reasonable and civilised' 😅
I don't know what you mean by 'given in to too much attention to dark emotions or past events'... Maybe brooding on something without finding a solution, and sinking deeper and deeper into some abyss of despair???
No! I definitely don't recommend that!!
With the map of the Noctarine I am offering trails to lead you safely through that dark and treacherous inner territory, where you may feel out of your depth. As long as you stick to the trail, you should be fine (this trail is not completed yet... you'll have to hang on in there until the next chapter I'm afraid 😰 there may be dragons... 🐉... just tell them to hang tight until you're ready to get back to them. 😉
The surprising thing is, when we talk to them nicely, they immediately become less threatening too. (Have you tried the 'feeding your demons exercise'?) 🙏 💕 🐦🔥
No, not yet. I've downloaded your materials, but haven't had a chance to dive in yet. I am struck though by the similar themes of this chapter and my newsletter coming out tomorrow. Thank you, as you always give me something to think about, Veronika! xo
This post makes most clear the vital difference in implications between an anthropocentric mind-set and a symbiocentric mindset. Fully accepting NSEs, staying with them in a loving manner until they resolve themselves and reveal something beautiful and reconstitute the inner landscape as another 'layer' of trauma is healed - is indeed a treasure-hunt, and the main game in town worth dedicating one's life to. The future looks bright; the future is Sychronosphy.
GAH!!! I COULD QUOTE THIS ENTIRE CHAPTER! I feel like you’re drawing the map of my last ten years, so beautifully and clearly articulated. And the gardening analogy is spot on.
“Wild beliefs within their natural habitat instantly become ‘self-empowering beliefs’ 🙏
Hi Veronika, the ‘treasure hunt’ in discovering the ‘natural habitat’ of one’s ’wild beliefs’, so resonates with my experience of processing, and harnessing the gifts. And accepting the many mysteries of being may very well remain beyond our human understanding, enables a release, a ‘broadening of perspective’. Reading this has helped me make the links between befriending grief, which is an ongoing relationship, and the acceptance of my ‘wild and immature inner creature’. The work l am doing with ancestral patterns started this work, and your offer brings it into focus and affords another level of clarity. Thank you ☺️🙏. The ‘authenticity and compassion’, has resulted in me refuting mainstream and spiritual expectations to ‘bypass’ negative experiences. This has been an organic and natural part of the process of recovery - intuition more than decision. Knowing my soul is observer of my human experience has also helped in learning to nurture the all of me. Thanks again, so very appreciative to be here. The learning continues … 🙏😊💚
Wonderful! I so love hearing about your experiences and deeply felt responses to this map of the inner world. To see the Noctarine come alive in the resonance of my fellow travellers on the inner journey is both fascinating and a true blessing. It is like closing the circle, finally, after many years of grappling with the question, whether I should write about this, why would I want to share this with 'the outer world'? Why would anyone want to read what my Inner Genius comes up with....? (you probably know,.. the familiar inner blah of my immature inner creatures...)
Your words "Reading this has helped me make the links between befriending grief, ... and the acceptance of my ‘wild and immature inner creature’. ... and your offer brings it into focus and affords another level of clarity." are answers to my questions. Thank you, Simone, with an expanding heart 💗🙏 big smile and warm hug.
Just so very grateful to have met you on this journey Veronika. Yes, l totally get the ‘blah blah’🙂↕️, and the gift is the synchronicity of connecting with fellow travellers. The breadth of knowledge you bring through the connections you make works as guiding prompts, those that speak directly to one’s experience. Thanks again Veronika, l feel that expanded heart and hug, the energy return is shooting back across the globe. 🙏💜
Isn't this amazing?! I'm blown away by such precious connections across the globe 🧡 🙏 🐦🔥
Yes 🙏😊💜💯
Thank you Veronica for writing some of this just for me, lol. It’s wonderful to discover that I was born with the traits of an entire society or many societies perhaps.
Born to parents fanatically devoted to the dogma of their religion must have been my idea. It challenged me to continue to hold my own ideas and aspirations despite the difficulties of living in a society of people just like my parents. I knew I was opposed to religion and understood the significance of trusting myself, using my imagination as a means to escape my first matrix. I knew how I wanted my life to feel, smell, taste and feel. I pursued it intuitively and it took a very long time but it is exactly what I understood as a 4-5 year old. I made many mistakes but knew when to move on and keep trying. I had no opportunity to learn any way other than my parents, so how did I know? I was born knowing. We had no books, no radio, television, encyclopedias and I never went around anyone not of the same mindset. I went only to church and home. There was no other way for me to understand that inside me was wisdom and guidance, I only had to trust. I did and this life has been an extraordinary adventure with extreme of pain and joy. I lived long enough to find exactly what I once could only imagine.
Of course, Sammie! Just for you 😊💕
Thank you so for sharing these glimpses into your life.
"I was born knowing." I love that. I think that is true for all children, but most of us forget most of what we were born with before we had the chance to remember, because the adults in our lives piled their opinions and convictions on top of our knowing.
You remembered!
"There was no other way for me to understand that inside me was wisdom and guidance, I only had to trust." What a great journey.
So glad you are here 💗🙏
Thanks again Veronika! Many reads later I smile into a revelation. A deeper knowing.
My own writing still tends to live in the anthropocentric. To live in to the questions. A human being on a soul journey. At the same time a soul having a human experience.
Knowing one day I will become the answer to those questions I seek. Or shall I say the questions that seek me. I write to meet myself and others at the door inside to step into the symbiocene. What even is a self? I seem to have many.
When reading articles like this, I have your map of the noctarine handy as a guide. The web of consciousness. Languages, essences, powers, clans, spheres, tones, perspectives, and functions. Inspiration. The inner genius. Epiphanese. Syntropy. Entelechy. Daemonites. Potential reality. Metasentiment. Improvisation. Scanner.
Connecting all these things, and leaning into consciousness. Exploring while going through. Experience. Acknowing. Growing. A poem.
Wow. Thanks again for the resource. I’m chewing slow and savouring every bite. 🙏❤️
Thank you Jamie! we all still tend to live with one foot in the anthropocentric while stepping on the bridge to the Symbiocene. It's inevitable. It's our human journey.
Thank you for sketching out the Noctarine map of the Inner Genius! 😊 💕 the landscape we are exploring in and through this chapter.
As we lean into awareness, Consciousness is leaning into us. As you so patiently and consistently remind us, the questions we seek are seeking us. What is a question? Which questions are seeking me?
Your questions, thoughts, reflections always throw fresh and juicy poietic bites on my plate too 🧡 🙏 🍠 🥕
A rich piece worthy of more than one read, Veronika!
I love and appreciate how your writing stimulates deep-rooted knowing/not knowing.
After my first read-through I'm inspired to write this comment:
"This basic practice consists of keeping an open mind while giving undivided attention to the experience."
I call this Observer Mode.
As each day passes, I find myself growing more and more into a state of awareness as an 'Observer of Jacqueline', and away from the identity AS her; a bemused witness to the installed programs that run her personality, thoughts, and body, aka physical avatar. This new vantage-point naturally detaches me from living reactively and instead has embedded me in a constant state of curiosity, mutability, and fascination with the art of being alive. My seeking of wholeness first asked me to become less 'me' which then opened the gates that safeguarded the treasure of 'knowing myself' and ultimately led to the discovery of who I Am.
Also, just to share, it's my belief that it is the aether or the field that contains all ideas & gnosis, and is the source of inspiration, imagination, genius. It is our brain that operates as the antenna that allows us to tap into and channel such information- when we are in flow, attuned to the precise present now. When we are trapped inside a 'dis-eased' avatar, one that is afflicted with emotional, mental, or physical imbalances, we hinder our natural state of symbiotic mycelial connection with all eternal knowing. We are trapped inside time constructs. It is in clearing up our internal blockages that we can then reconnect with and feed ourselves from Source.
Thank you so very much for this valuable and insightful comment, Jacqueline 💗🙏
This is the preparation and purpose of our practice and understanding (as we gain wisdom from synchronous events one little 'affliction' at a time) to gain clarity by transforming our 'internal blockages' into fuel, which directly feeds that re-connection with Source. Observer Mode. Yes! very important to shed some light into inner dark places 🕯️
So essential, what you write about here. Thank you! I feel compelled to add a wrinkle...
Often the authenticity and acceptance required for releasing the potential in NSEs and wild beliefs includes an openness to one's own doubt and resistance, which may carry their own portal opportunities. This kind of work can be very complex (we are complex indeed) and yet, every moment in which we open ourselves to *whatever* is there nourishes and helps us return to that natural, symbiotic wisdom within ourselves. For myself, I find that nurturing a part of myself that carries a curiosity about "What else?" is key to supporting myself in turning towards those places which seem to be in the way of my practice, and welcoming them.
Thank you again, Joe!! 🙏
So true. Of course, inner work is very complex. Therefore, in our practice here, we take the approach of keeping a tight focus on one particular NSE (and the associated wild belief).
What you are picking up here (with the trained knowing nose of someone intimately familiar with comparable work) is exactly where we are heading on this trail ... watch this space...
I love your feedback 💗🙏 🕯️
Can't wait to see what's coming next!
“Wild beliefs within their natural habitat instantly become ‘self-empowering beliefs’ 🙏
GAH!!! I COULD QUOTE THIS ENTIRE CHAPTER! I feel like you’re drawing the 3D map of my last ten years, so beautifully and clearly detailed. A decade of expanding my experience of life to include the unresolvable play of opposites. Great doubt is such a good way to describe how the mind receives this new experience of wholeness, so badly wanting to cling to one pole or the other. The body/experiencing however knows how to hold both. Is this perhaps where the integration happens?
This is so exciting, that this description resonates with your experience, Kimberly. YES, our individual organism of Consciousness (as I call it, which includes Body and all other Faculties, who are all part of the experiencing) is set in a certain groove, which kind of feels 'normal, natural, habitual' even if uncomfortable. When we are able to hold a particular incident of NSE with compassion and acceptance, a profound shift can be initiated. I cannot say how exactly this happens, but I have experienced it hundreds, if not thousands of times in myself and others. Yes! This is where integration happens. It can be slow and gradual, or sudden and fast.
When people experience it for the first time, often they look at me in disbelief, using the words 'magic' or 'miracle'. It is a miraculous, magical process! But I don't want to 'sell it' as such, because it needs to be experienced without such expectations. In fact, any expectation needs to be taken out of the equation.
In the next couple of chapters I will take readers through a whole cycle of transforming an NSE and integrating it. xxx
Whew. I'm overwhelmed. 😅 How do we make space for wild beliefs? How will we recognize them? And how do we know when we've given in to too much attention to dark emotions or past events?
Oh Lani, what can I say? There is no one right answer to your questions. I can tell you how to recognise them (the unravelling continues in the next chapter or two), but whether you or anyone decides to make space for them... is not mine to determine.
I make space for my wild beliefs whenever they come up, always one at a time. I accompany this one wild belief through her process of 'growing up' ~ at which point she will no longer feel so dark and threatening, but almost 'reasonable and civilised' 😅
I don't know what you mean by 'given in to too much attention to dark emotions or past events'... Maybe brooding on something without finding a solution, and sinking deeper and deeper into some abyss of despair???
No! I definitely don't recommend that!!
With the map of the Noctarine I am offering trails to lead you safely through that dark and treacherous inner territory, where you may feel out of your depth. As long as you stick to the trail, you should be fine (this trail is not completed yet... you'll have to hang on in there until the next chapter I'm afraid 😰 there may be dragons... 🐉... just tell them to hang tight until you're ready to get back to them. 😉
The surprising thing is, when we talk to them nicely, they immediately become less threatening too. (Have you tried the 'feeding your demons exercise'?) 🙏 💕 🐦🔥
No, not yet. I've downloaded your materials, but haven't had a chance to dive in yet. I am struck though by the similar themes of this chapter and my newsletter coming out tomorrow. Thank you, as you always give me something to think about, Veronika! xo
That sounds exciting! Feels like we are swimming in the same ocean currents... looking forward to your newsletter tomorrow 💕
This post makes most clear the vital difference in implications between an anthropocentric mind-set and a symbiocentric mindset. Fully accepting NSEs, staying with them in a loving manner until they resolve themselves and reveal something beautiful and reconstitute the inner landscape as another 'layer' of trauma is healed - is indeed a treasure-hunt, and the main game in town worth dedicating one's life to. The future looks bright; the future is Sychronosphy.
GAH!!! I COULD QUOTE THIS ENTIRE CHAPTER! I feel like you’re drawing the map of my last ten years, so beautifully and clearly articulated. And the gardening analogy is spot on.
“Wild beliefs within their natural habitat instantly become ‘self-empowering beliefs’ 🙏